Thursday, April 16, 2015

355 days


Hard to believe that I actually managed to stick with my blog for over a year now.
Though, given the nature of my blog, it's rather depressing to look back on old posts sometimes.

This Beautiful Mess: April 30, 2014

"I'm hoping that we'll be pregnant by the end of this year. Even if it isn't until December, seeing those two little lines in 2014 would be nice. Especially since the realization that we wouldn't be having a baby this year hit me so hard."

Ha.
 You silly woman.
Will this ever not be true?

It's a rough day.
I have Shingles on my face [again] and I'm still not pregnant.
Counting down the months to when we can move on from CFNBC to IUI or IVF.
There isn't much to say right now, but I haven't written in a while and was aching to write.



"He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, miracles that cannot be counted."
Job 5:9


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