Tuesday, April 12, 2016

A Work of A.R.T. | Our Rainbow Baby

    I know what they'll say. They'll say, "See! You just needed to relax." or "I told you it would happen someday." or "Too bad I couldn't give you my own fertility!" or "I'm so glad you don't struggle with infertility anymore!" and so much more. Many will never understand, never see, and never know how wrong and hurtful these words are. We're some of the lucky ones. It only took 4 years, 3 miscarriages, depression, 107 hormone injections, one surgery, two procedures, over 100 suppositories, and several thousand dollars to get our baby. You might ask how I say that we're lucky. We're lucky because we get to have a baby. So many women don't. Even more go through multiple rounds of fertility treatments to get their baby.
    We will always have infertility. It doesn't matter if we have all the children our hearts desire. Each of those children will take one surgery, 107 shots, two procedures, over 100 suppositories, and several thousand dollars. At least. If we're lucky.
    Our baby doesn't erase years of loss, depression, hopelessness, pain, tears, and crying out to God. Our baby doesn't replace the babies that were lost years before. The twin that was lost, or our eight tiny embryos that just weren't strong enough to make it to our transfer and freezing. Our eight tiny babies. Each and every one of them. They were people. But with our infertility we just couldn't make them strong enough. It's bittersweet, our little one that is in me now. This baby had nine siblings that aren't here. Just like the three before them. This is infertility. There aren't blessings in infertility. There are blessings in spite of infertility.
    What our baby does do is fill us with a love and joy and gratefulness that I never knew possible. When I look at that ultrasound my heart actually skips. For years I lived never knowing if I would ever have an ultrasound photo hanging on my fridge. If I would ever have a bump or see that coveted stretch mark on my belly, or if the baby clothes I bought for friends would ever hang in my own home. If life would ever grow inside of me. And against all odds, it does. I'm so in love I can hardly stand it. There will be hard days, I know. We've longed for them for years.
    I will never be able to say enough of the blessing of science. I praise God every day that He gave people the knowledge and skill to design the technology it takes to remove my eggs from my body and fertilize them under a microscope. To grow our tiny people in a petri dish 104 miles away. To give them a better chance at thriving than they ever could have had inside of me, and then five days later putting them back, where we wait to see if the impossible [for me] has happened.
    I feel like I'm trespassing here in the world of pregnant women. The world of fertility. I don't belong. I've stood on tiptoes for years, peering over the fence to see what it's like. I'm here, but my heart is still with my sisters. The ones left behind. The ones who have walked with me for years and still they wait. My sisters who are happier for me than anyone else could ever be, because they know the pain first hand. This post will hurt them. My pregnancy, my baby, my joy, it will hurt. It's a guilty kind of hurt (though it shouldn't be), because you can't understand why you're so happy for your friend, but so utterly broken for yourself. I know because I've been there, and while I have this precious one now, in many ways I will never leave. The baby in my belly, soon in my arms, will not dull the pain of the next pregnancy announcement or baby shower or birth. They will always remind me of my struggle. Past and future, because I know this struggle doesn't end. But to every single one of my babies, the one who made it and the ones who didn't; you were worth it.







41 comments:

  1. Oh Macy.... You make a person such as myself, who never had fertility issues understand. Your words say so much. I'm so happy that your wish came true through all your persistence and you get to know the joy of loving your little one. I'm so sorry that it has to be dampened by everything you had to go through to get there and the guilt that comes along with achieving your dream (this time.) Hug and prayers (and happiness) for your family. Love you!!

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    1. Thank you so much for your sweet words, Shawn! They are so encouraging and uplifting. <3

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  2. Macy, this is the first time I've seen your blog. So beautiful. That picture on this post is powerful and beautiful and shows amazing evidence of your love for your baby! Thanks for letting me in on your world. Congratulations! Prayers for a blessed pregnancy.

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    1. Thank you, Hannah! I was having a hard time parting with all my vials and syringes, strangely enough. I'm so happy with how the photo turned out and now I finally feel like I can throw them out. :) Thank you for your words and for taking the time to read our (and our baby's!) story. :)

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  3. I absolutely love your heart. It fills me with such joy to know that in a few months I will be able to hold and kiss your baby. Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your struggle...this post helps give hope and support to those who need it.

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    1. Thank you so much! I was so happy to finally feel ready and in a healthy enough place to share our journey more thoroughly. Can't wait for you to meet little squish. :)

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  5. Macy.. This was a breath of fresh air to read. We had 8 rounds of treatment - 3 IUI and 5 IVF and now have a beautiful daughter who is 2.5. Lost 3 before her and another last year. The pain of infertility and loss is indescribable. I'm so happy you will finally get to hold that baby in your arms xxx

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    1. Thank you so much for your kind words! It's so encouraging and motivates me to continue sharing my journey. I'm so heartbroken for your losses, and so thankful that you have your daughter!

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  6. Thank you so much for posting the picture with all the needles and medication. I too lost 3 while I tried and tried.
    I'm crying as I type this. It's still so painful and difficult to share and admit.
    I am a proud mommy of 2 boys (ages 5 and 2)that I was able to finally carry and birth too. Thanks to acupuncture, great modern medicine, and GOD.
    I too want to bring awareness to this because it's still very taboo and shameful. You were right about getting the unsolicited advice, judgments and pity from everyone.
    I will continue to support others in this journey. Thank you for posting. thank you for being so brave.
    Sylvia. s.b.diaz@hotmail.com

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    1. Oh the advice. It's definitely one of the most frustrating things. I'm sorry for your losses, it's a thing that never really goes away, unfortunately. But then, you don't really want it to, either. Congratulations on your sweet boys!

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  7. Hi Macy, thank you for this beautiful post! It literally brought tears to my eyes. You said everything in my mind that I wish I can say to everyone!!
    My husband was injured in Afghanistan 2 years ago, with his injuries, we were not able to conceive, but with the help of amazing doctors, science and many many prayers, they were able to save some of my husband sperm for us to go thru IVF treatment. It took us two years to get pregnant with our first child after being married for 8 years. I just gave birth to a beautiful little boy two weeks ago. No one will never understand the struggle that anyone has to go through with infertility, the subject of just talking about it is so painful and so sensitive.
    Thank you for sharing your story and for inspiring people to continue to not give up on what they dream of most having.

    NkaoGer Lee

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    1. Thank you so much for your encouraging words! Little boys are so wonderful and I can't wait to meet mine! I'm so happy you were able to get your son. :) So thankful for those doctors!!!!

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  8. I'm thrilled for you and your husband to have been able to get pregnant. However, what is far more sad and distressing than having to go through fertility treatments, is finding out irrespective of IVF, many women cannot get pregnant. I'm one of them. Severe endometriosis destroyed my chances for a child. So, I will be having a full hysterectomy this summer, and it saddens me to no end. I would have done anything to carry a child. So, be very thankful you were able to actually do IVF, and conceive. For many of us IVF isn't even an option.

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    1. We are so very thankful and very aware that so many women don't get babies. My heart breaks every day for them, as many are my friends. I'm so truly heartbroken for you.

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    2. I'm from united kingdom...I just found out about my husband cheating on me with a co-worker! We’ve been married going on two years. 2kids. lots of amazing moments together. i want to leave, but i love him so much. all i can think about is how nothing stopped him. how he has to see her everyday because they work together. we are both still young and very attractive. but i want my husband, my friend, and the father of my beautiful children. how do i get past the thought of another woman having my husband? Not my fiance, not my boyfriend, but my husband! i still love him even though he thinks i want to leave i really want him to do better and stop me before i walk out! my husband told me that he doesn’t feel loved anymore, just because of this co-worker he has be cheating on with me that he wants a divorce, i was devastated, heart broken i begged him to listen to me that we can work it out like we always do, but he didn’t listen, he told me that he met someone that loves and understands him, i begged him to consider our kids but he’s did listen. he left and i was frustrated, i began searching for help and answers, then i heard about a man that can Cast a spell to remind him of all the things we have been through together, at first I was scared then i decided to give it a try, and like magic my husband came back, apology and begging for forgiveness, thanks to this man, I’m posting this to help people with similar issues. You can contact him on via drabakaspelltemple@gmail.com or whats app +2349063230051 for help too.

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  9. This is the most sensitive announcement I have ever read. There are many of our kind who leave us behind the moment they can join other expectant mothers. I find it so hard that even those who suffer pregnancy loss without having to spend months preparing, injecting, testing, extracting, inserting, sticking, poking, massaging, and budgeting just don't understand. And don't try, though their experience is the closest any non I've infertile will get. Thank you for saying what I feel. What I fear. I try to maintain hope but as time keeps passing, I keep crying, my hope chest grows, and my womb remains empty and my three lost Ivf babies are gone (not to say anything for all the others who never made it to freezing). Thank you. Much love to you and your miracle baby

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  10. Very sensitively and beautifully written. I'm one of the ones who cannot have children and have now given up on IVF and am grateful for your appreciation of those of us left behind. I wish you all the best xx For those who remain childless, this post is for you.... http://lifeabirdseyeview.blogspot.co.uk/2016/05/behind-smile-by-anon-non-mother-that-is_12.html

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    1. And I for one always think of girls like you, like beautiful girls I know, your feelings are Often in my thoughts. Xxxx

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  11. Hi Macy. I saw an article on how you announced your pregnancy online this morning on a site connected to the Sydney Morning Herald, the biggest paper in Sydney Australia. I loved it. I was like, you go girl! I had a quick read of your blog (plan to read more) and saw how you wrote how you knew how hard it would be for your friends that were still trying to get pregnant, and to be honest in your post was how I felt getting pregnant, I was never going to abandon the sister hood of people who I knew were trying, or couldn't etc, I'd always be respectful in how I delivered news and such. I live in Australia and did ivf and had my daughter when I was 41. I try and be very open now when I suspect people are struggling and am very open that I did ivf but it's only other people who suffer from infertility that really get it, all choice is out of our hands. I know I am very lucky, it's hard for it to work at 41 and she wil be our only child. I just really wanted to say thanks for the honesty and I felt like you encaptured how I felt getting pregnant, I was so happy but also scared and maybe a bit guilty. Good on you and best of luck, I know after all the struggle, you will appreciate it, every day. As hard as the early days can be, don't wish a moment away. You're a good chick and You're a good egg and thanks for being real xx That's an Australian thing to say ������❤️❤️��

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  12. With the help of a man called Dr.Addo I was able to get pregnant though his root and herbs. I'm 47years of age, it was really difficult for me to pregnant though my husband loves me but it was really hurting me not having my own child but after many years I came across Dr.Addo. I'm 7months pregnant now through the help of the wounderful man and I will advice everyone looking for help to get pregnant to contact this gretae man via his email at: ( addosolution@gmail.com ) and be happy like me.

    from CANADA

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  13. Don’t think of anything else just contact priest eka and purchase some of his herbal medication and your depression will go away. This was my state of mind when my doctor told me that i will not be able to concieve due to the Fibroid that was rolling in my family life and when i decide to reach out to the priest, and the priest told me what to do in other to get the medication. Eventually I receive all the Herbal medications that cure my Fibroid and give me the chance to become a proud mother: Eka is a great spiritualist, He did it for me, you can contact Eka on (dreka14demons@gmail.com). If you are suffering from the following gynecology disease::
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  14. . A great testimony that i must share to all fibroid patient in the world. i never believed that their could be any complete cure for fibroid with out going for surgery ,i saw people’s testimony on blog sites and Facebook page of how Dr Williams prepare herbal cure for different king of disease,and with the help of his herb they where able to shrink there fibroid naturally. i had to try it too and you can,t believe that in just few weeks i started using it all my pains stop gradually . Right now i want to tell you all that i just give birth to a baby boy last month,and on thin now i have not had any pain, and i have just went for text last week and the doctor confirmed that there is no trace of any fibroid in my system . Glory be to God for leading me to this great Dr Williams I am so happy as i am sharing this testimony. My advice to you all who thinks that their is no herbal cure for fibroid that is Not true ,just contact him and get cure from his email drwilliams098765@gmail.com

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  16. i was cured of fibroid by Dr peter , i was diagnosed of fibroid few months after my welding, my husband spent allot to get rid of the fibroid but wasn't successful .
    i had a surgical operation twice by a gynecologist, but the more am operated on, the more the fibroid surface and it kept me worried , one faithful day when i was going through the internet i saw a testimony of a woman who testify of how she was cured by Dr peter of fibroid.
    so i decided to contact him via the email the woman dropped (peterwiseherbalcenter@gmail.com), and he replied to my mail and sent me his herbal formula and directed me on how to administer it, within three weeks i was healed. the second month, i became pregnant , and now am expecting my first child, am so grateful sir thanks allot .
    here is also his website link .. http://drpeternoble.wixsite.com/peterwise

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  17. thanks to Dr ebhota, who cured me of fallopian tube blockage and fibroid.
    i married for over five years with out a child of my own,
    because of the problem of my fallopian tube and fibroid, until i came in contact with
    Dr Ebhota's testimony and recommendations online, on how he has cured and healed so many people of the same illment, and i decided to contact him,
    and he administered his medication on me, and i became pregnant in two months.if you want to reach him for a similar problem, you can reach
    him on +2349035324455 or email him,
    drebhota123456@gmail.com

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  19. I was diagnosed of herpes virus in 2015, I have tried all possible means to get cure but all my effort proved abortive, until a friend of mine introduced me to a herbal doctor called Chief Dr Lucky, who prepare herbal medicine to cure all kind of diseases including herpes virus (Herpes), when i contacted this herbal doctor via his email, he sent me herpes virus herbal medicine via courier service, when i received the herbal medicine he gave me step by step instructions on how to apply it, when i applied it as instructed i was totally cured from the virus within 3 weeks of usage. Contact this great herbal doctor today to get your cure.
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  20. I try all my best to get pregnant for a long time of been married. My husband and I have been seeing fertility specialist. We have done our best but no luck. My husband has a sperm count which goes up and down, the doctor has recommended him taking the Proceed supplement which he is doing over 3 years with no change in the situation .. one night i come across a lady testimony on my page group on how she was able to get pregnant after drinking Dr Ebhota herb product , so I contacted him and I told him all about my problem, so he agreed to help me with his herb product,he sent me three bottle of the herbal medicine, which i use, he told me to meet with my husband.. within the month of using the herb medicine,after three weeks of drinking the herb, i started having morning sickness and hormonal changes. I immediately went to the my doctor and it was confirm that I was pregnant.. all thanks to Dr Ebhota for helping me and my family,Dr Ebhota treatments are an excellent complement he can definitely help you.I highly recommend Dr Ebhota email to the world for does how find it difficult to get conceive,email him if you need his herbal medicine,drebhota123456@gmail.com or contact him +2349035324155, I feel so much better after my sessions with him"

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  21. AM EVE, THANKS TO DR ONIHA WHO CURED ME OF FIBROID THAT ALMOST COST ME MY MARRIAGE,
    MY HUSBAND AND I DISCOVERED THAT I HAVE MULTIPLE FIBROID SEVEN WEEKS AFTER OUR WELDING,
    THE GYNA ADVICES ME TO GO FOR A FIBROID OPERATION, BUT A FRIEND OF MY INSIST THAT I SHOULDNT DO THAT, BECAUSE IS DANGERIOUS,
    SHE RECOMMENDED DR ONIHA HERBAL MEDICATION TO US, WHICH WE MAKE USE OF, WITHIN A MONTH AND THREE WEEKS, THE HERBAL MEDICATION SHRINK THE FIBROID, AND I WAS ABLE TO GRT PREGNANT.
    IN CASE YOU HAVE SIMILAR PROBLEM, YOU CAN ALSO REACH THE DOCTOR ON +2347089275769 OR EMAIL:DRONIHASPEL@YAHOO.COM

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  22. i have been trying to get pregnant for over 5 years now. My husband and I have been seeing a fertility specialist. We have done our best but no luck. My husband has a sperm count which goes up and down,the doctor has recommended him taking the Proceed supplement which he is doing over 3 years with no change in the situation .. I was so confused until i contacted this powerful spell caster Dr. Ebhota online who I saw a number of testimonies of how he has help so many of people so I sent Dr. Ebhota a mail and I told him all my sorrows and pain he replied me and ask me not to cry any more that he will help, he sent me some instructions and caution, Dr. Ebhota cast the spell and I bought some items to complete the spell casting and he told me to meet with my husband.. Within 3weeks of doing this I felt some changes and I went to my doctor and it was confirm that I was pregnant,i promises Dr Ebhota to share his testimony for three years,it has been over a year and four months now,i have been testifying this great testimonies for my life and my husband,for any one how need his help herb potion should contact him,on his Email [ drebhota123456@gmail.com ] or call him on [ +2349035324155 ]

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  23. My husband have done all his best to get me pregnant after years of getting married to him. I found out that I have fibroid, but the doctor wanted me to take out my wombs, I don’t want to do that because I want a baby. I was pregnant once and had a miscarriage ,and i never gotten pregnant again,one night i was on internet,i come across so many lady and woman who was testifying on how dey cure there fibriod totally,i wrote 10 email and 4 contact on a not-book,for two days i did not contact any of the email and contact the next day of it my mind was asking me to contact one particular doctor which was the one of Dr Ebhota,that was how i email him,after some days i receive his message,and i explain everything to him,he said he has the real herbal medicine to cure it finally without surgery;i said let me give a try because it has been so long,that was how i told Dr Ebhota to make the preparation of the herbal medicine and i purchase the herb medicine,and he sent it from me true UPS postal services,when i receive the herb medicine he sent the instructions to me,he ask me to drink the medicine for three weeks,after the three weeks he ask me to go for medical test,which i did,the doctor confirm it that my fibriod is no longer in my body system,i message Dr Ebhota thinking him for his product,he sent another one bottle of his herb to me again,and as me to drink it for one week that it we help to fertilize my worm to enable the baby to stay,he sent the fertility herb product to me,after drinking the herb medicine during the week,he ask me to met my husband which i did,it was last two years i contact Dr Ebhota,i delivered on September 15-3-2018 this last year,i know is time for me to share Dr Ebhota testimony to the hole world,because his herb product make me to carry my own child,i promise him that i we share his testimony for three years, i we live his email and contact for any one how need his herbal product for any similar insure to cure fibroid totally and how to conceive a baby,you can reach him true his email,[ drebhota123456@gmail.com] or contact him +2349035324155.

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  25. i have been trying to get pregnant for over 5 years now. My husband and I have been seeing a fertility specialist. We have done our best but no luck. My husband has a sperm count which goes up and down,the doctor has recommended him taking the Proceed supplement which he is doing over 3 years with no change in the situation .. I was so confused until i contacted this powerful spell caster Dr. Osemuhau online who I saw a number of testimonies of how he has help so many of people so I sent Dr. Osemuhau a mail and I told him all my sorrows and pain he replied me and ask me not to cry any more that he will help, he sent me some instructions and caution, Dr. Osemuhau cast the spell and I bought some items to complete the spell casting and he told me to meet with my husband.. Within 3weeks of doing this I felt some changes and I went to my doctor and it was confirm that I was pregnant,i promises Dr Osemuhau to share his testimony for three years,it has been over a year and four months now,i have been testifying this great testimonies for my life and my husband,for any one how need his help herb potion should contact him,on his Email [ drosemuhau@gmail.com ] or call him on [ +2348168714427 ]

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  26. Who would have believed herbal medicine could cure FIBROID? I suffered fibroid for a long time and getting pregnant was a problem, I had pelvic pain, heavy menstrual bleeding even hospital could not help. Until I read about doctor Uduehi online, I contacted him for help and behold I was cured. I have gone for test severally at the hospital and was proved negative which means I am free from fibroid and I am also pregnant at the moment. You too can be cured if having such problem. His contact: uduehiherbalcare@gmail.com phone/WhatsaPP: +2347084878384

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  27. I am here to thank a great man who cured my husband of AZOOSPERMIA (ZERO SPERM COUNT) his name is Dr. Uduehi. My husband suffered zero sperm count for a long time. He felt useless or depressed most time especially when we wants to make out because he knows there would be no results. So, one day I confide in a friend about our predicament and she gave me Dr. Uduehi’s contacts, I contacted him and he administered his medication and after my spouse took the medicine he started experiencing sperm although it was little at the beginning but it kept increasing until he got me pregnant after 13 years of marriage. You too can be cured also he treats any kind of male infertility. Reach him through: uduehiherbalcare@gmail.com phone/WhatsaPP: +2347084878384

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  28. i have been trying to get pregnant for over 5 years now. My husband and I have been seeing a fertility specialist. We have done our best but no luck. My husband has a sperm count which goes up and down,the doctor has recommended him taking the Proceed supplement which he is doing over 3 years with no change in the situation .. I was so confused until i contacted this powerful spell caster Dr. Ebhota online who I saw a number of testimonies of how he has help so many of people so I sent Dr. Ebhota a mail and I told him all my sorrows and pain he replied me and ask me not to cry any more that he will help, he sent me some instructions and caution, Dr. Ebhota cast the spell and I bought some items to complete the spell casting and he told me to meet with my husband.. Within 3weeks of doing this I felt some changes and I went to my doctor and it was confirm that I was pregnant,i promises Dr Ebhota to share his testimony for three years,it has been over a year and four months now,i have been testifying this great testimonies for my life and my husband,for any one how need his help herb potion should contact him,on his Email [ drebhota123456@gmail.com ] or call him on [ +2349035324155 ]

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  29. With the help of a man called Dr.Ogbes I was able to get pregnant. i'm 56years of age, it was really difficult for me to pregnant though my husband loves me but it was really hurting me not having my own child but after many years I came across Dr.Ogbes whose email address is Landofanswer@hotmail.com or you reach him direct on his cell phone number +2347050270227 he told me he is going to send me a Herbs for me to drink, and will fall pregnant a week after drinking the Herbs i'm 7months pregnant now and also I will like to advice everyone looking for help to get pregnant to contact this very man via his email address at Landofanswer@hotmail.com or call him on his cell phone number +2347050270227.

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  30. After many years of marriage with a wonderful husband no child until God use Dr.Ogbes to help me with his roots and herbs , first i thought the testimonies i see about Dr.Ogbes how he help women to conceive was not real but now i have confirm it my self with full assurance there is nothing God can not do thank you once again Dr.Ogbes for your help.you can email him or call via>>> landofanswer@gmail.com or call +2347050270227.

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  31. i have been trying to get pregnant for over 5 years now. My husband and I have been seeing a fertility specialist. We have done our best but no luck. My husband has a sperm count which goes up and down,the doctor has recommended him taking the Proceed supplement which he is doing over 3 years with no change in the situation .. I was so confused until i contacted this powerful spell caster Dr. Ebhota online who I saw a number of testimonies of how he has help so many of people so I sent Dr. Ebhota a mail and I told him all my sorrows and pain he replied me and ask me not to cry any more that he will help, he sent me some instructions and caution, Dr. Ebhota cast the spell and I bought some items to complete the spell casting and he told me to meet with my husband.. Within 3weeks of doing this I felt some changes and I went to my doctor and it was confirm that I was pregnant,i promises Dr Ebhota to share his testimony for three years,it has been over a year and four months now,i have been testifying this great testimonies for my life and my husband,for any one how need his help herb potion should contact him,on his Email [ drebhota123456@gmail.com ] or call him on [ +2349035324155 ]

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  32. I completely understand how it feels to be dismissed at church by people who are “trying their best”...

    I just renewed my temple recommend and I don’t know what I was expecting but I wanted to express that my testimony is waiting because of all of this crap... every time I brought up a way I was struggling I was dismissed with a “you’re fine, you’re doing fine...” but no substance behind the “it’s fine”... I walked out with the recommend but right now that piece of paper makes me feel like a phony. My testimony isn’t where it was 10, 5, or even 3 years ago... I feel it slipping away from me. Part of me doesn’t even care, part of me feels guilty for not progressing and part of me is devastated that something that used to be such an integral part of my life feels like just a side note now but i am grateful for my colleague who directed me to the herbalist doctor Dr.Osagie Momohsanni who has helped me out with his strong herbal medicines today i am a proud mother after many tries in 8 years. i was beginning to get diver-stated when it all came to me like a miracle all thanks to Dr.Osagie with his help towards my life, may God continues to bless the work of your hand and i will recommend this great herbalist to those out there who find them self not being able to get pregnant.Always remember that God listens to our prayer even if it does not happen spiritually but he sends people to help us in life. you can get to this doctor through phone call on +2349038036558 or email on DROSAGIE99@gmail.com .

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